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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

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I am so relieved to hear that ZiYu and I will not get booked bcoz we told the truth. I am really very grateful to Ms Tay, Mr Lau and Mr D. I think the punishment is quite light judging to the seriousness of the offence. Thanks a dozen to all teachers involvd in fighting for our class. I am jus wondering how Ms Tay knows all the stuff we never tell. I think she is really good at analysing facial expressions and all. Like her knowledge of me surpasses my own self knowledge. It freaks me out to know how little I know myself. I actually deny many things about myself. But through her I see me. I dunno how to describe but I think she is the eyes to my inner self. The self I hide from.

She is kinda hypnotic as in once you talk to her, you start telling every single bit of yourself. You subconsciously have the urge to let it go. She gives ppl the feel-good sensation. It's odd that I don't really know her but she knows me like inside out. I think I better stay more mysterious. Her perfect knowledge of me is driving me crazy.

I like to think I was one whom ppl thought they knew very well, but it wasn't usually the case. A friend thinks I am strong thorughout many blows but actually I am jus partipating in Life's Eternal Masquerade. You may think that after being someone you are for a long time, you lose the real you. Nono. It's different for me. I know who I am inside and I am proud of it. I am jus a piece of handiwork stitched together but so broken up inside. I have learnt not to cry on the outside anymore. I may smile but I hurt beneath the skin.

Participating in Life's Eternal Masquerade is a tedious and skillful process. You need loads of control and the ability to be someone you are not. One word of caution: don't lose yourself in the process coz this is irreversible. We are not dealing with Chemical Bonding here. Jus beware.

9:59 PM;

N {La Voisine}

Missy Magdalene
Tracker
Long Jumper
Triple Jumper
Aspiring heart surgeon or lawyer
Confident dudette
Spastic dudette
Dreamer

N {Loves}

I love:

HIM
Vongole
My Friends
Sleeping
Wishing upon a star that never shines
Rock Music

N {From the Heart}

""Love Story"

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when i first saw you

N {Escapes}

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