{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Monday, August 06, 2007

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I dunno why I had a sudden compulsion to tell Ms Tay all my family woes. It has been bottled up inside me Everyone thinks that I am close to being a perfect teen. They are so far away. I am not okay. I told Ms Tay about my belief that life is jus a masquerade. She seemed very fascinated to know why. It is like the first time she heard of this. She agreed that sometimes life is a masquerade coz you don't show the real side of you. But for me, I wear a mask all the time. That's why I am frank but not really fank. As in I don't tell people much of myself. They think they know me but they are wrong. I don't like people knowing me too well. It freaks me out knowing that someone out there knows your every little secret. Ms Tay seemed to guess many things about me. Sometimes I don't even realise it. That's why I know myself yet it is not really so. She doesn't think I am rude jus a little impulsive and yeah. I dunno how she found out all this stuff. She keeps telling me not to be so tense up about how others feel about me. But other's opinions really matters to me. I told Ms Tay I am very conscious of what she thinks of me. She jus smiles and tells me to relax. I can't seem to relax when the whole world is upon my shoulders. She sees that I care alot about many little things and that's why I feel very burdened coz I carry many loads. I tell her that other people's probs are bigger than mine so I push mine aside and help others first. She feels that I should not nglect me, myself and I. She thinks that if you help yourself then you can help others. Mine is a different case. I am not an average kid. That's why I must save my fellow classmates and friends becoz it distracts me temporarily from my own problems. I have decided not to tell her my blog. I don't want her to know how I feel.I shall tell her what I think she should know.

8:11 PM;

N {La Voisine}

Missy Magdalene
Tracker
Long Jumper
Triple Jumper
Aspiring heart surgeon or lawyer
Confident dudette
Spastic dudette
Dreamer

N {Loves}

I love:

HIM
Vongole
My Friends
Sleeping
Wishing upon a star that never shines
Rock Music

N {From the Heart}

""Love Story"

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when i first saw you

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