{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

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Earth to Magdalene!! My head has been in the clouds for the whole day and the whole training was spent moping on my complicated affairs of the heart. Well mebbe it's just me thinking to much. I did the medicine ball exercise 20 times instead of ten and Esther complained that I was stoning when I was supposed to catch the ball from her. I have pinched myself and esther kindly slapped me but I am still a little in a daze and my mind can't focus.

I had been thinking too much of him that's why he appeared at the bus-stop and got on the same bus as me.

He sat down next to me but that seat was wet and I apologized on behalf of my umbrella. He didn’t seem to mind it though. I didn’t know what came over me but I noticed that I shifted myself to the right so I was seating slanted away from him. My mind and body are contradicting one another. Why?? I feel like Lucy Honeychurch in A Room with a View when she likes George Emerson yet protests violently against her heart’s desires. Sigh.

Our conversation was very weird. I told him I was going for training and he said he just finished training. I inquired whether his CCA was tennis or cycling. He said he used to be in tennis and his training is 5 times a week. I grinned and told him that mine was only 3 times a week. He then asked what events I did but he answered his own question.

He was surprised when I said that I hadn’t seen him for a long time. He went “What do you mean?” It is certainly strange. He was astonished upon knowing that I attend 10.30 Sanctuary. That was how the conversation led to my age. Of all things he forgot my age!! Hmm… I think it’s me I look like an old hag unlike my age. Nevertheless I am still gonna stay up and watch my Healing Hands 3 coz I suddenly feel like Sarah and I are in the same boat. Unrequited love seems like a common problem among modern ladies.

Our conversation came to an abrupt end when I said I was getting off at Dover Station. He seemed to wish I didn’t have to get off so early from his question “Who is getting off, you?” I am sorry. It’s my imagination working overtime. Oh but how I wish that he would do something. I was expecting something but I am disappointed. Esther, the sicko, thought that I wanted some disgusting thingo which I should not mention, me being a prude. I guess everything now belongs to a world of fantasy and I shall resign to be Sarah and die of loneliness. Oops this is overly emotional. As usual, it’s just me being truthful and helplessly cheesy. Tada.

Here is the English background song from Healing Hands 3 that I am hopelessly in love with. It seems like the appropriate song to play in my head given my situation. They always play this song when Francis, Sarah or Anson are pondering over their relationships. ( I love Francis' character. Strong on the outside and a big softie on the inside. Like me)

Doesn’t matter whom you are with
Doesn’t matter where you are going
Don’t you know I’m still waiting here for you
And pray for you

In the sunny days, Sun will light your day
In the windy days, when will we go away?
I have to say, you’re my treasured moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I’m pretending you're mine
I’m wishing you’ll be fine
The moments we share never die
You’ve made a difference to my life

7:57 PM;

N {La Voisine}

Missy Magdalene
Tracker
Long Jumper
Triple Jumper
Aspiring heart surgeon or lawyer
Confident dudette
Spastic dudette
Dreamer

N {Loves}

I love:

HIM
Vongole
My Friends
Sleeping
Wishing upon a star that never shines
Rock Music

N {From the Heart}

""Love Story"

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when i first saw you

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